2 years.....

Regarding the US trip, it's confirmed, somehow in a way or another. So from 2010 july or dec onwards, im gonna be alone for 2years. and yes i meant 2 YEARS. Well, at least for now i still have a year or so with him. I have never been thru all these... i mean well nobody wants to be in my situation either.. Having SomeOne who have been in ur life for 2 years wld be away from u for 2 years.. and he isnt jus anybody.. he is SomeOne who had himself deeply rooted in ur heart. LOVE should be the hardest ting on earth isnt it? It rages ur hormones putting u thru all sorts of emotional disturbances... it controls ur mind, dats why people can act impulsively and irrationally all solely becoz of LOVE. Seriously im those kind of last minute thinker. Kan chiong only at the last min, everythin also last min. haiz. BUT for this matter, last min does not exist in my dictionary. Gotta be decisive on wat i want and setting on the ending dat the both of us can see ourselves in it.

Guess for now and den this matter would be popping in and out of my mind constantly. Nvm. everythin would be alrite.. dats the only phrase dat could ever keep my mind in peace.