22nd :)

Sometimes having many friends around you doesn't mean that you are blessed.
Sometimes when you need someone to lean on and thought you could easily find it in your this bunch of friends, sadly to say there isn't any true ones that you can count on.
I am someone who doesn't have the whole world of friends or rather i don't have many friends. But whenever i think of what god gave me, this 7 wonderful souls, i never feel lonely anymore. You know, you guys are the reason <3

Fill the stomach with a lil' bit of Love

Nothing beats spending a whole good afternoon with ur love one cuddling while watching dvds and cooking lunch together (mmm i don't know how to cook la, he is the one who cooks for me, hehe) :)
I miss it :( don't know when will we do this again.

My personal chef :)

Meatballs and sausage pasta, au'some because it is prepared by <3 :)

2nd week of work is coming to an end soon. I nearly doze off from the chair while passing report. gosh, i guess probably you kill more brain cells in the icu as compared to the ward. need to tuck in early tonight (-_-) goode bye.

'I AM NEW'

First week, done and over with.
Ward induction, pretty alright, nurses were beri nice :)
SOME doctors are nice too.
I always flaunt my 'i am new' badge whenever im around them so they won't ask too much, i hope so.
I tried to read up whenever i can.
So my tabs are all google instead of blogshops.
Im a good girl.
Baby, stop saying that i always buy buy buy.
I have tons of clothes which i haven even put on before.
Pig.
:P
Am not feeling really stress up, not yet.
Till it comes, im dead.
So i need to work hard.
Need to be confirm by 6 months.
So that i will have bonus.
Motivation.
Haha.
I hope i could work well with my ward nurses.
No politics and arguments, at least keep it to the minimal.
Argh, peace please.
Anyway grad in 2 weeks time, am super glad that baby can attend <3
Ok gotta go read up abit more. ciaos.

Let's embark on this long journey

Its the first day of work, had a bad start all thanks to mr flu bug, tortured me for the whole day, on the urge of chopping my nose off already (-_-). I woke up on time despite having a blocked nose for the entire night. I wasn't feeling any excitement or either having dreadful thoughts, rather the feeling for the day was very.. neutral. :) that is a good start i supposed besides the flu. I somehow already knew where i would be posted to after the call from sister joyce. But didn't expect myself to be working with someone that everybody would go 'oh i know, eeks' upon mentioning the name. Well, there are more to come in this horrendous working world.
I would have to start from scratch and doubled the effort towards learning because i have never been attached to ICU. Mine would be a medical intensive care unit. Since i have never realliy been to icu, my idea of there are patients having all the IA lines, cvp lines whatever lines...so, i have to dig out my old notes, burn them and swallowed it all down.

I have a pass~~~

Something happy to share...I have recieved my 'key' from my god mom and dad for my 21st. When they brought me to choose the gift, words could never describe how blessed and loved i felt at that moment. I know that most parents would give their beloved children a 'key' on their 21st, a very tradition method i supposed. I might seem abit overwhelmed, but having the love from parents, is something that my own ones couldn't give it to me. utterly sad, i know.

Anyway i love the necklace TTM :) I felt really blessed to have them because they treat me as though im their own biological daughter.
My god parents are not filthy rich, every cents matters to them and at their age they are still slogging to work everyday and it really aches my heart. The 'key' is definitely not cheap and i know that this are all their hard earned money. I was very reluctant to choose this piece of key because of the costly price but they insist and even said that ' doesn't matter, you only have 21 in a whole life time, we can work harder and earn more money' heart shattered :(

It has been 7 years..
Love them not because they showered me with gifts and giving me money, love them because they care and understand me and always being supportive in whatever i do.
Love them because they are proud of me and not afraid to announce to the world that i am their daughter.

the most ever treasured gift is love.

Movie Madness

This weekend, be it Cathay or GV, it will be super damn packed with all the ip MAN and iron MAN fans. This 2 instant hit movie totally got us all crazy, everybody booked their tickets way before hand despite the extra $1 charge and no credit card or safra member discount. It is either sold out or left with 1st row for all the time slots, craziness.

We caught both of it and me and baby chooses Ip man, 2 thumbs up! :)
Iron man might be more fascinating to little kids but to us it kinda lose out, iron man 1 is better. well, it differs for every individual.
There will be more upcoming shows and i can't wait to catch them all!!
Toy Story 3
Shrek
Prince persia somthing something..
Sex and The City 3
and
TWILIGHT SAGA: ECLIPSE!!!!!

Haha till then good nights!

I pen down all my thoughts and feelings, hoping someday you might see, or maybe someday i shall purposely drop it in your car in hope that you will see... :(