:(
Im blogging with a heavy heart. don't ask why.
Why must life be so hard on me, why must life make me choose between something which i can never derived an answer out of it. why.
Dear god, please enlighten me. i don't know which way should i go, which one should i sacrifice.
I want to let it all out but ican't. I need to contain it all to myself.
I want to hold on to you so tight yet i couldn't trust myself whether is it right.
I want a life that i yearn for but i couldn't do it without you by my side.
So tell me, what am i suppose to do, which am i suppose to choose.
Sadly, I couldn't get an answer even from my own heart.
Why must life be so hard on me, why must life make me choose between something which i can never derived an answer out of it. why.
Dear god, please enlighten me. i don't know which way should i go, which one should i sacrifice.
I want to let it all out but ican't. I need to contain it all to myself.
I want to hold on to you so tight yet i couldn't trust myself whether is it right.
I want a life that i yearn for but i couldn't do it without you by my side.
So tell me, what am i suppose to do, which am i suppose to choose.
Sadly, I couldn't get an answer even from my own heart.
posted by C.A.R.O.L.Y.N | 4/15/2010
2 Comments:
my lao, knew along that you'll find it hard to decide. but i guess you just have to give yourself more time to think it through and weigh the consequences and whats not. if you think coming up with a decision by yourself is impossible, you have so many people around you to help advise you. so don't be so hard on yourself sosay?
My lao... as what u said, i guess i really need more time. and i need to be really honest to myself. i noe u guys will always be there but nevertheless thanks ar loos :) love ni men ar...
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